As I closed my eyes and listened, I imagined the things that the audio asked me to picture out. Unlike my dreams, the pictures in my head were still vague. I concentrated more as my body relaxed even more. It was a good feeling, suddenly. On the first place I imagined in my past life, the cloud took me into a very big continent, it was big. So I thought it might be in Asia. I don't exactly know the shape of the continent, but as I tried to think harder, it was not a continent, but a geographical structure of a country. China. The cloud dropped me off in front of a big house... Kind of this one, but much smaller and only has one roof.
I was looking around the neighborhood, but seems like an empty space. I entered the house and found an altar like this (much longer). But I could only see an incense and some figurines that I didn't really see clearly.
The audio instructed me to find my bedroom, so I saw a door that's slightly open. I found a queen-sized bed like this one. Same color, but like I said it's still vague.
Then I looked for the calendar, the year was 1857 or 1587 I'm not so sure, but I saw these numbers. Tuesday in March. I found a mirror and looked at myself, (funny thing I saw a glimpse of Sadako in the mirror, I probably got distracted by the music.) I couldn't see my face well, but I think my hair and my dress are somehow like in this picture. But my hair was all pulled up. And the dress was plain red with black thick and long fabric on shoulder down to the end of the dress.
The cloud took me to my work place. But it I couldn't sense that I was actually working there, it's more of a hobby place for me. It was a garden with a lake and a bridge. Under a tree, there's an easel.
Then, I was brought back to my home where my parents were waiting for me. I saw two people and thought they were my parents. The man didn't look at me. He looked sad, though. My mother looked me in the eyes with such love and worry. Next stop, I was taken to the most tragic part of my life. I went to a dark room with 4 guards and the man that I saw as my father. A man was tied on the wall sitting and beaten up by the guards. The man looked at me and his eyes were very expressive. His hair was shoulder length and wavy. Then I was brought to the most wonderful event in my life. It was a hill with very green grasses and a cherry blossom tree. There is a small lake in front of a big rock under the tree. I saw a couple, the man was sing while lying on the lady's lap. Her back was leaning on the rock. They were eating a fruit. It was a red fruit. They both look very happy. Then, the male's face looked familiar. He was the one got beaten by the guards in back in the house. He was wearing this type of clothing and the lady was wearing a very simple plain pink dress (much simpler than the picture)
My last stop was a reunion of the people close to me. In the gathering hall, all people were standing and looking at me, the people that I've seen familiar were my 3 best friends and my husband and my present mother. My present mother dressed like a concierge from a palace. My husband, same face looked like this, but in royal blue.
Finally, the cloud brought me back to the very beginning and I opened my eyes.
If anybody has tried past life regression, kindly let me know your experience. In my case, I do believe in reincarnation, because there are few documentaries that had proven that theory. Children in different countries had been documented for claiming that they were reincarnated. I am planning to do this again, maybe next time, I'll have more vivid pictures of my past life.
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